Options...

Well it seems I am a victim of my own devious mind. So when I ordered the new belt, of course I told my friends, some of who are kinky, others not. They all know about me and my desires. They appreciate my honesty in fact. Well as soon as I had the new belt ordered, I was talking with one of my friends, a straight guy here about 3 miles away. His roommate is actually someone I met years ago as a caster. My friend (not the caster one, but the straight one), and I were talking about it and he said that he would be glad to keep my keys safe. COOL!! After some more conversation, he said "I know you need to be in the belt, once the new one comes and you are in it and adjusted to it, the keys will come to me regardless". *yipe*

Well that solves the issue of key control, no cheating on my term. He and I agreed that we would go either until a set time had expired, or until I really, really needed out. No plans beyond that. After some chat we decided the safest thing to do was to get one of the keypad operated safes, and put it in my closet, and then he sets the combo to it, one key goes in there, the other goes with him. That way in an emergency, there is access either via him texting a code, or being here to open the CB. Ok so that was solved. Keys out of control, check!

The next day my old KH/master from the UK and I were chatting, and he made me a tempting offer, to be one of his Alpha's again (was before, but that is a story for another post). However there were stipulations...

1) The matched collar from Neosteel is to be worn always at home, and may be required out in public.
2) The plug will be worn 80% of the time (about 20 hours a day).
3) Indefinite (read: permanent) Chastity

Yes, there it is in black and white, permanent chastity. Talk about an offer! This is the fantasy for me, but the question is am I ready for that? Also given that my belt will have the seal bolts, there will be no doubt to anyone that I cannot cheat, this thing with the seal bolts will happen no matter which person I choose. So later that day I was talking to my friend here, and told him about the offer, and he said "Well if you do not take his offer to be his Alpha, you will just have to break your record." Ummmm, whoa! So 3 years (his time to break the record) or permanent. No other choices. Talk about a mind fuck! Here is where I should insert something about be careful what you wish for. It scares me totally, but also arouses me. After all, I am wearing my Lori Tube till the new Neosteel gets here. God talk about what a choice.

So I decided that I needed to make a counter-offer to my old KH in the UK, so it is a possibility of something like this...

2 years no questions, total submission and chastity, collar, plug, as he asks. After 2 years, we re-evaluate the situation. If we find it is not working for one reason or another, we split however not without penalty.

1) Mutual Split - I would still owe my other friend here 3 years, total is 5 years, plug and collar up to wearer. This is if I was a good slave, and did all he wished, but we decided to split.
2) Minor Transgression - I would have 3 years added when turned back to my friend here, plus plug and collar would resume as before.
3) Mid-Level Transgressions - My time would be increased by 5 or 8 years (time TBD), collar all the time at home, some out in public, but plug only 6 hours a day.
4) Major Transgression - Total Failure - This would result in the belt remaining permanent, collar also permanent (except family events), plug 23 hours a day.

Of course he loved this offer. Somehow I am not sure my "Out" is as good as I initially thought. The scale fortunately is based on performance. If I was a prefect slave for 2 years, the escape clause has a penalty, albeit a severe one to many, it is much less than permanent. I am also going to recommend a reward system, such as if I wore the collar and plug (out for potty only) for 2 solid months, that gets me bonus points to neutralize any transgressions.

So after he accepted, I called my friend and talked to him again, and he reasurred me that I needed to be locked, and whatever rules were in place, would be followed no if's and's or but's. The only instant out is severe medical or psychological distress. Depending on the need of that medical or mental issue, it is either a temporary out (in the event of surgery) or permanent out. That "out" falls with both people. Yes, I know this is getting complex, but before I am done, I am sure it will get much worse.

Of course there is the possability that if I go with my friend here, for 3 (or maybe 5, as I may up it to double my record), that I may not want out of the belt at all. If that is the case, we will flip a coin, Heads = double the previous time added Tails = permanent chastity. This is not a for sure thing, but its something I am considering having him add. Something deep down inside me is telling me once the belt is locked, I am gonna want it locked a long time anyways so, permanent control and orgasm denial may be the best thing from the start. I guess I will have many restless nights pondering this.